new song, new thoughts, renewed feelings!

finally! for people who are TOTALLY bored of the previous blog song, here's a new one! just bought that song from itunes, and it's the theme song from THE CITY, of which i likeyy! <3 go WHIT.. ahahah

new thoughts... of putting in university of oregon as my choice of transfer.. hmm... probably it's a nice choice! WHY NOT! :D .. and i saw their transfer process...seems easy but still has that competency! and oregon is more laid back version of california.. probably i might thrive!

renewed feelings... now i know what's up! <3>

take a look.....

some genuine guy wanker... did left an evidence at the barnes and nobles' bathroom at tanforan! -.- .. classy eh?! HELL NAHHHH.. but it forces me to take a picture of it.. ahahahha.. and i peeked into the pages.. *ahem! .. and it's just ughhhhhhhhh... u know! pfffffff.... and u weren't even allow to carry a book at the bathroom! geeeeee...

anywhoo.. valentines 2morrow.. idk what to do, but hopefully watch a movie with "someone!" :) ....and yet i have some homeworks shitness.. that are majorly due next week! EEEPPP.. no worries, because they're all easy! :D

<3

best BIRTHDAY! :D

• thanks for the greets! (from facebook .. to texts/calls!)
• watched he's just not that into you (coincidentally, drew's character is sooo me right now! ughh)
• ate at bocadillos by north beach (montgomery and columbus streets), great spanish tapas plates! :D .. (patatas verduras AND the chicories are the BOOMB!..and probably the others too! ahaha..and also had halibut escabeche with yucca, and fruit sorbet--but more of a wine sorbet.. lol)
• went to berkeley (2/6)... went around telegraph, met up with michelle and her friend alexis... good ol times and just relieved that i get to see michelle again! :D
• most of all.. having tephy lou with me on this two-day extravaganza! .. ily! <3>

and now.. im 19! nothing changes, but probably for the better?! hmmm... we shall see.. and trish totally remind me that it's my last year of being a "teen" .. ! ughhh.. cuz then i will be twenty! ahaha..

..oh ya! i got a cal sweatshirt when i was at berktown! finally! :D.. hope that it will inspire my great mind to pursue a UC BERKELEY education after community college.. or upenn! but i will totally go for the better route... indeed! <3

hard to cope up!

that's how i feel with this blog right up on my ass..! it's not that im disappointed having this, but im disappointed towards myself..! honestly, since school have started 2 weeks ago, i'm either TIRED or incompetent to cater to this blog of mine.. but here are some of the details so far in my life:

• no more philippines for me, but for my mom, she's going there on march 26! ... and she will be there for 3 weeks.. excited for her, but not for me...! AHHA.. and it's my spring break a week after she leaves, so we shall see what will happens!
• my birthday is coming up! :D ... exciting week for me i guess.. since i will hang with tephy lou again..and im just wishing constantly that she gets into parsons... !!! and she will know this week, which is nerve-wrecking i bet! :x ..
• hmm.. classes have been tiring and down right bore! ughhh.. it's not that i got hard classes, but all of which are lecture-based! basically, i got to prove to my professors that im equally attentive and competent in their class!.. cuz right now, i feel that my momentum slips a bit..
• work have been ok! im still by myself, and will be til they hire by the end of the month or early next month... we'll see! :)
• relationship-wise, i feel that im ready again, but i want the moment to be stress-free! but i cant help it if these days are just stressful...!
• i feel that im missing my nirvana..and i bet i do! it's not what we see, it's what we feel...!

im on a rot right now.. i think! D: