hard to cope up!

that's how i feel with this blog right up on my ass..! it's not that im disappointed having this, but im disappointed towards myself..! honestly, since school have started 2 weeks ago, i'm either TIRED or incompetent to cater to this blog of mine.. but here are some of the details so far in my life:

• no more philippines for me, but for my mom, she's going there on march 26! ... and she will be there for 3 weeks.. excited for her, but not for me...! AHHA.. and it's my spring break a week after she leaves, so we shall see what will happens!
• my birthday is coming up! :D ... exciting week for me i guess.. since i will hang with tephy lou again..and im just wishing constantly that she gets into parsons... !!! and she will know this week, which is nerve-wrecking i bet! :x ..
• hmm.. classes have been tiring and down right bore! ughhh.. it's not that i got hard classes, but all of which are lecture-based! basically, i got to prove to my professors that im equally attentive and competent in their class!.. cuz right now, i feel that my momentum slips a bit..
• work have been ok! im still by myself, and will be til they hire by the end of the month or early next month... we'll see! :)
• relationship-wise, i feel that im ready again, but i want the moment to be stress-free! but i cant help it if these days are just stressful...!
• i feel that im missing my nirvana..and i bet i do! it's not what we see, it's what we feel...!

im on a rot right now.. i think! D: