revelation...!

i guess it's just me.. that i have this sort of the attitude problem?! because just few hours ago, my mom can't control herself (yet again...), and out of nowhere, the bad attitude of mine just came out! ugh... im trying to control it, but then again i can't! seems natural for me to have that kind of attitude...! it's just annoy me that one simple thing became a gargantuan of just hate to every part of my fucking life...!

seriously though, that happens all the time when i snap! then they would knit pick my life... just saying stuffs that's too complicated to tell them, since they won't listen to me..! and my fucking sister is the most annoying betch in the world... HELLZ YA! got that right?! NO bullshitting about it... that's why i am not so fond of seeing her all the time, even the weekends... i have the total hate towards my sister, not just her ways but her being the "bigger" human in this types of situation, whereas, she shouldn't be in it.. FUCK THAT!

i do NOT acknowledge her advices and what not ... and if ever i get to be the badass person later on, i would rant her human being out all the wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy from the past, and up until the present.. ya, i would totally TOTALLY do that for real! ....

since im living still with my folks, can't really be that badass person that i would like to be, but i just couldn't wait...!

that's a promise....