jealousy

since i've started college.. or at least i've started to gain knowledge about colleges, it seems that i've been jealous of where do people go to college!! i don't know, for me it's all about where you're going and the prestige that associated with your college... i am in a community college right now, but then again i have future plans of transferring to another college, preferrably a UC! ...reminiscing back during my senior of HS, i applied to some colleges that i could go in, but i failed in the end because i never had the funding for it... and since then, i've been having those regrets that i could've went to a better school, or at least to a 4-year college without going through a community college then transfer with a hassle! D:

ughhh.. it's just me, i envy people who are going to a "REAL" college, even those who are going to a private university, of which i dearly miss going to a private school! hopefully that i would be going to a private after 2 years, most likely USC or thank god if stanford would want me..! but you know what, im happy that im in a community college, just because i don't have to pay 5-figure sum for 2 or 2 1/2 years of my college, but i have to be instantaneous so that i can have a smooth transition to another college! :) ....seems reasonable, and come to think of it, i was one of the people who snobbed the reps from the community college when there were college fairs in my high school! AHAHAHHAH.. and now the guy from my community college, who went to my high school for college recruitment, knows me foreal because i was so boastful of me getting into a 4-year college instead of their community college! LOL... o.o ..

i wanna say to the incoming 2013 class, just because you know what college you're going into, think TWICE!.. you get accepted/rejected, but in the end, finances is still the top priority on all of this! .. not the credentials of your high school record, but how can you pay for your college?! .. and now i say that all colleges are created equal!! nothing is different, just the dynamics of the people who are in that particular college! nonetheless.....

NEW YEAR is coming up.. and i am SO not going to make a resolution, just because for the most part, it seems unattainable! but come to think of it, it's a pure reminder that there are flaws that have to be fixed! oh yaa indeed!!!!!!!! rawrr..

k loves.. <3 happy holidays! mwahhh